New paint job

You might have noticed that we painted our house.  In October, we worked our four little selves silly repainting the larger part of our home.  I was so tired of the antique white walls and chose a heritage color (wythe blue).  Those vaulted ceilings were daunting, to say the least!  It was a huge job and we have all agreed that we won't do that again for awhile.  However, I love it so much!

Thanksgiving and Christmas 2017

We decorated like crazy.  We had two Christmas trees and a yard and house full of lights.  I love the time of year so much!  We went to out for hot chocolate and looked at lights all through December.

2017 Holiday Catch Up

I am looking back now to catch up this blog.  Paul left our home on July 14, 2017, so this was a year of firsts as a single (well ... separated) mom again.  Despite my tears and struggles, it was a lovely holiday time. We went all out to make it fun.

Ray came to visit in August.  It was the first time we had seen him since he left in 2012.  It was a little rough, but he seems changed and gentler.  It was a shock to see how his health has declined and how old he looks. He apologized to all of us for the way he treated us.  I think it was a good thing for the boys.

Uncle John and Aunt Marian visited for Halloween time.  Carson wore my clothes, fake lashes, a wig for school.  He even found size eleven pumps, which looked perfect with his hairy legs. Highlights of this costume included Micah, me, and Carson at Walmart around the bra rack, arguing about whether he needed a size 32 or 34A.  With three boys, I never thought I would be doing that!  Ha ha.  Also, I was a smurf at work, with my co-workers.

Double Birthday Celebration

This post is a catch up from Dec.20, 2017:

I took the day off for my birthday this year (Dec. 20).  My dear friend Katie was visiting from Kanab.  For the first time ever, we celebrated our birthdays together.  Hers is the 21st.  We ate an early lunch at Brick Oven with Dakota, Carson, and Micah.  Then we finished off with "A Christmas Carol" at the Hale Center Theater, which was fabulous!  All of this was topped off with cake and ice cream, of course.

Signs

I spent last night in tears and prayer, which I often do.  I was up for part of the night, slept a little, and woke up early.  I instantly noticed a pink tint through my curtain.  I smiled and ran to the window to this sunset.  I felt warmed and washed away in it.  What a demonstration of God's power and love for us.  Thank you, Father.  I got your message.

Words to live by

"Always remember, your focus determines your reality."

                                                     - George Lucas

Visiting Ghosts and Ground

My new chapbook "Visiting Ghosts and Ground" is now on pre-sale on the publisher's website.  I will post a pic of the cover when I receive it.  I am so grateful for this blessing.  Here is the link for purchase:

https://www.finishinglinepress.com/product/visiting-ghosts-and-ground-by-stacy-dixon/